I’ve slept the day away despite having things i need to do. It’s odd as i don’t think im depressed yet my bed feels so good. Is it just habit now? Am i just procrastinating? Im not sure either way.
I woke up every hour to two hours and was panicked if my friends would like my story idea. I had an email from one of them and i refused to read it as i didn’t want to get upset. When i read it this am it wasn’t a total reject but most likely theyContinue reading “I slept like crap”
I have been trying to fall asleep for an hour and a half which is rare for me. I have a lot of worries going through my brain. Going back to my new old job A trip I’m suppose to make in March My son is going to a large city three hours away toContinue reading “Can’t sleep”
This journey I am on isn’t easy. I use to have self confidence but low self esteem. Now I feel I have low of both. My new year’s resolution is to find the love for myself. I think I did some self destructing at work lately. Tomorrow I meet with my boss we shall seeContinue reading “Thoughts of the day”
I woke up cranky and anxious. Not sure why as it’s the weekend after all. My guess is it’s grocery shopping day and clean house day and I’m not feeling it. I’ve been complaining about my dreams and last night was a good one. I want lost in it forever. It played out like aContinue reading “Morning randomness”
I slept in really late again today and am ready for a nap. I think I’m depressed. That’s the thing about needs you still have the cycles just not as strongly. There is no cure or remission. Just recovery… Whatever that is. I know in my heart I should have went to work I haveContinue reading “Depression”
It saddens me that I look forward to bed cuz sleeping is the only time I have no worries. Does anyone else feel this way?