And just like that

I’m triggered with bad thoughts in my head. I feel so guilty he texted me and told me I’m an unsupportive girlfriend because I said something rude or if frustration and when I’m going through stuff he doesn’t do that. So I just want to lay down and not exist. No plans just this feelingContinue reading “And just like that”

Relationships

Sometimes I think not being in a relationship would be best for me. My boyfriend is very mercurial. Right now he’s in a depressed screw the world mood. I’m between I can’t take his negativity to wanting to fix it. But he’s living his life and I’m mine. Still it makes me overly anxious. IContinue reading “Relationships”

What does i love you really mean

I dated for several months years ago a family friend i grew up with. It was long distance and frankly i was a mess mentally and he is an alcoholic. I love him dearly but i wasn’t in a place to peacefully go from on alcoholic relationship to another. I guess you really shouldn’t beContinue reading “What does i love you really mean”

Well hell.. hmmm

What do you do when you feel self destructive and you try to be and it back fires? Do you thank your lucky stars or up the ante? I’m going to go with disappointing lucky stars. So far today I’ve stopped myself from buying things i don’t need and talked to an ex that addedContinue reading “Well hell.. hmmm”

Something funny is going on

Do you ever just know something changed in a relationship and you’re too scared to ask? I feel something is off and i think i know what it is but it’s partly my fault and i don’t know how to fix it. I’ve been down this road before. This time i am more self aware.Continue reading “Something funny is going on”

romantic movies and novels are Bullshit!

Ha how is that for a title.  Yesterday I reblogged a post a wonderful writer wrote about emotional cutting.  You can find the original here. It has me thinking and realizing all kinds realizations. I have for years ranted how movies and books make horrible expectations of love and romance. No one can live upContinue reading “romantic movies and novels are Bullshit!”

Boundaries — Chapter One

I decided to journal through the book like a review/catharsis kind of thing. So without any further adieu I have finished Chapter One of Boundaries — When To Say Yes When To Say  No To Take Control of Your Life. The beginning of the book is a day in a life of a women whoContinue reading “Boundaries — Chapter One”

Dear God please help my therapist…

So I had my first therapy appointment with the fourth therapist I have ever went to. Each time I have been enlightened. This time I am more desperate and have an added issue of knowing enough of psychology to be dangerous. I am a social worker by trade. I went back to school three yearsContinue reading “Dear God please help my therapist…”

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