Ugh doctors

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It is clear to me I don’t know the difference between normal feelings and mania. This weekend I thought I might be manic. But when I went to the psych dr today she thought it sad a stable mood since i’m getting sleep. It makes me kinda sad I don’t know the difference but I think she’s right.

The ugh part in the title is she said I want manic then said I could try lithium. I don’t get manic often so not sure I want to try it. I think it’s a miracle worker but very harsh right? Like your hair falls out which mine already has and you need constant blood work or am I wrong? I’m happy to get feedback on it if you have an opinion.

On the plus side I kept my klonopin. So worry averted.


It’s a good day

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I’m actually in a good mood. Though writing that makes me worried something bad Will happen. Grrrr I lowered my Prozac by not filling the ten mg. I’m thinking by now the lower dose has kicked in and I feel fine. I’m back to work and it’s going fast though now I say that I probably jinxed it. Lol. Tomorrow I see my new psychiatrist. I hope she’s good. It’s such a crap shoot really. I’m going to write a post for another blog I’m excited to do it. I think I know what I’m going to write about I just need to sit down and write it. I guess that’s all for today. Hope you all are having an awesome day.