December 11 2019

Somber with a dash of doubt I am somber and full of doubt. I love Christmas but money is tight. I always get myself into too much debt by the end of the year. Then tax season catches me up to repeat again. I am determined to break the cycle this coming year. I just

No buy April

Last night went well. I’m happy I socialized. It was improv and I tried it. My quick thinking isn’t like it use to be but i put myself out there. Thanks for you all encouraging me. I’ve decided to make April a no buy month. I’ve never done it before but I’ve decided to give

Buy stuff

I want to go on a massive shopping spree and fill this void I feel right now. So far I’ve avoided too much shopping but still the want is there. I feel so unhappy with life right now. I guess depression had hit me hard and yes I’m back on my meds. I made it

A to z challenge: money

I hate everything to do with money. I hate earning it and I hate how quickly it goes away. I do like spending out so maybe the hate everything was a little dramatic lol. I’ve gotten myself into a financial pickle and I’m not sure how to get out of it. It leads me to

Poetry Jo’s writing challenge day two

Day two of poetry Jo’s challenge. Today’s challenge is your wildest dream if money was no worries. I’m in a better mood today so my dreams are running wild. I’m playing the lottery which is over a billion dollars. Holy cow! What I wouldn’t do with the money. First I’d move to Dallas Texas and

Damn you Etsy

I like to spend money I don’t have. Etsy has so many cute things especially makeup my weakness. What is a girl to do? In other news I’m feeling pretty good but I think I’m on the manic side… Very muted… I’m not caring about money and I feel up beat. It is this what

Therapy sucks

Why can I never find a good therapist? My current one doesn’t know what he’s doing. He has good intentions but I don’t need to be someone’s project I need to discuss real things. Ugh!! I promised myself I’d sick with it but I can’t stand to be in the same room a him. I