My hateful heart

I don’t know how to stop this hate in my heart. I do want to be positive and not self miserable. I originally was going to bitch and moan but instead does anyone have good websites on being vegetarian and controlling mental health I’m really thinking I want to try it for health reasons. JustContinue reading “My hateful heart”

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Repeat after me…

I will not feel bad for my mother I will not feel bad for my mother. Yesterday I was horribly triggered by an interaction with my mother. I fell back on old coping skills and binged ate then took a nap only to wake up nauseous and with self loathing. A combination of failure inContinue reading “Repeat after me…”

Is emotional cutting the worst kind of cutting?

I just emotionally cut open a soul wound that always seeps a little I really hate myself  I should have known better. I’m going to go keep busy before I make more poor choices. ——————————— I wrote these words a week ago. I’m much better now I’m oddly thankful I was travelling and have aContinue reading “Is emotional cutting the worst kind of cutting?”

Liebster award

Dyane from proudlybipolar sent me a comment asking me to answer these questions 1)Would you prefer to be a cat or a dog? Why? Dog as I feel they have more compassion and I love being cuddled and not just on my terms.  2)What would your last meal be? Steak baked potatoe with all the fixings andContinue reading “Liebster award”

Whirlwind week

As this post goes live I should be on the road to Iowa to spend time with my hs bff. We are going to see cher. I haven’t been to a concert in over five years and u think it was the free tickets to see the who. Those were great second row seats. ThenContinue reading “Whirlwind week”

If I could turn back time…

The song title well make sense at the end of the post 🙂 I’m out of the depression but still got something else going on. I think just general life unhappiness. Now that I’m out of crisis mode my job is toxic abd I wonder just how toxic my marriage is. I always thought myContinue reading “If I could turn back time…”

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