Food for thought

Numb

I’ve been so disinterested in everything. I think it’s the meds. I’m either numb or anxious worry too much. I know it’s affecting my job and I hate it. I want some of me back. I use to be somewhat happy now I’m nothing. Just tired all the time. I need back in the swing

Merry everything

What ever you celebrate today may it be blessed. comments, questions, random thoughts leave below and please check out my social media sites! I appreciate you all! !!!

Regrets I have a few

Or a different title… Angela why are you a fuck up? This is a post you could say is pensive or whiny depending on your mood or interpretation. Why do I make choices I know are bad for me? Why do I lie to myself about my intentions? Why do I make those choices then

Busy week

I had a busy week which was mostly non emotional. With that being said… I think my medication is masking a deep depression. I have been sleeping a ton. I’ve been coming home and laying down to rest my eyes and before I know it my alarm goes off. Last night I fell asleep on

One Lovely Blog Award

Who doesn’t love awards? The very lovely bipolarallie nominated me for the One Lovely log Award. Thank you I am honored. Here are the rules: Thank and link back to the person who nominated you List the rules and display the award Include seven facts about yourself Nominate 10-15  other bloggers and let them know

Blurred life

This is often what anxiety feels like to me. Life blurring and whirling around me. I can’t make it stop. The klonopone calls it or masks it but it’s still laying there in my mind. I had a birthday yesterday. I’m 38. I’ve decided this year is about calm finding in these blurred swirling mind

@@@ must watch for everyone…

Who wants our needs to have a family member, friend, co worker etc. Understand what bipolar is. It is done wonderfully and kindly. http://youtu.be/sl95tsiLvyM comments, questions, random thoughts leave below and please check out my social media sites! I appreciate you all! !!!

Facebook Community Secret Group

I never meant for this blog to be all about me. I can’t deny it has been so helpful for me to talk through things or vent or use it to try to point out life positives. I want it to be a resource as well. I know in my current low cycle I am

May 2014 — Mental Health Awareness month

MHM 2014 – Mind Your Health Poster Calendar   Grrrr I wanted the link above to be a picture within the post. It won’t but if you click on the link it will bring up a calendar created by Mental Health America Today we are to pick out a class to take. Well where I