I think I’ve shared this song before but i wanted to again. At first i thought this kind of love i wanted with a person. Upon listening to it today i realize it applies to my relationship with myself. Could i still love myself for the choices i make. One particular commenter always tells meContinue reading “Watch “Chris Stapleton, P!nk – “Love Me Anyway” | Live from CMA Awards 2019″ on YouTube”
I talked to my boss about feeling overwhelmed. She was sympathetic and we have a game plan. I’m much better in my head. Thankfully the other night i talked for hours to my boyfriend who talked me off the ledge. Love is what you do and it’s great to be loved.
Here i am flaws and all… wonky eyes.. sunburned with enlarged pores… but with a smile because i love me. This year is about finding a way to love myself and I’m doing it. I’m not perfect at it but I’m better at it. And really that’s all we can ask for.
I may not know you personally but you have value and are loved. It may be hard to believe but i promise it’s true.
This is where I’m at. I keep thinking of that dream and the what ifs and the does he think of me bs. I’m having sensory memories that are making hard to not obsess. But the past is the past and there is a reason for that. I need to remember that. I’m sure heContinue reading “Let the past be the past”
I had a very vivid dream last night of a relationship that didn’t work out and I’m very regretful of. I felt so happy to be around this person it makes me wonder if he’s my one true love. Or is it just my mind playing tricks on me? There is no way to haveContinue reading “What dreams may come”
I feel happy. It feels weird and not a manic happy either. A true I love myself for me and I love those around me genuinely. Thank you all for sticking by me. I pray it doesn’t get that dark again soon if ever. I knew my antidepressant wasn’t working but seven days on lexaproContinue reading “Dare I say it?”
I feel sad and lonely yet energized and loving. I must be in a mixed state. I feel like I’m being pulled two directions. I don’t know which one to go towards. This mental health stuff is hard.
I’ve been slacking in reading blogs and being supportive but yet you all are so supportive of me I can’t be more thankful. Today is Monday so back to work. I thought I was ready but frankly now that it’s here I am ready for the weekend. I’m trying for a loving and grateful heartContinue reading “Love”
I’m a tangle of negative and positive talk. My weight is really bothering me yet I don’t do anything about it. Yet I feel upbeat and grateful for my life. I do need to focus and settle down. Take another shot at the big picture which is love me this year. This no buy isContinue reading “Tangled”