I’ve been slacking in reading blogs and being supportive but yet you all are so supportive of me I can’t be more thankful.
Today is Monday so back to work. I thought I was ready but frankly now that it’s here I am ready for the weekend.
I’m trying for a loving and grateful heart today. I’m thankful I’m alive and my children are safe and I have caring parents and the care of you guys. I have food and a roof. I have a job that is a trigger but fulfilling. I am blessed and today I see that.
I’m a tangle of negative and positive talk. My weight is really bothering me yet I don’t do anything about it. Yet I feel upbeat and grateful for my life. I do need to focus and settle down. Take another shot at the big picture which is love me this year.
This no buy is hard so far I’ve done decent but I get caught up in emails I am sent. Ugh. I’m going to refocus and stick to my no buy this week for sure. I can do this I know I can.
Remember ultimately in life all we have is ourselves. We need to care for us as well as we’re do others. You can’t pour from an empty cup.
I wanted to check in on my word of the year love. I think I’ve been doing pretty good at loving myself. I measure that by how forgiving I am to myself and things I accomplish. I feel content to be me flaws and all. Maybe it’s because the last few days I’ve been in a good spot but really I honestly feel i’m changed in my attitude towards myself. For that I am grateful.
I have/had a friend who made me a part time priority. Well I asked a simple question and it burned the bridge of friendship. In general I’m relieved as I don’t have the anxiety of wondering when I’ll get a reply but another part is sad and anxious wanting the person to reach out and reconnect.
I’m learning not to settle because I have more self worth then that. I am valuable and loveable.
These sayings were on my Facebook feed this last weekend. They ate so fitting.
It’s always amazing to me when the universe gives us little reminders to stay the course. I’m so thankful maybe Facebook isn’t all bad lol
I’ve decided not to set concrete goals for the new year. I’ve already “failed” at two I wanted to set which was waking up earlier and eating better.
I will instead be kinder to myself, more forgiving, and work on having a gratitude heart. I will do my best to make life and thinking simpler. I think that’s a good start and attainable. Some days I’ll probably struggle but that has to be ok. May God bless me and you in the new year.