I did not write the list above but it’s a good mindful reminder to be in the moment despite what’s going on. I connected with an old boss of mine today. It was good to catch up. Im letting go of normal expectations today by understanding i have no control over the pandemic other thenContinue reading “As seen on Facebook”
Today is better. I found out today im getting a good size pay raise. I had a guardian angel looking out for me yesterday because if I’d went to a store before going to another first i could have been where a semi truck busted through the building. My cpap is getting me better sleepContinue reading “Grateful heart”
First i have plenty to be thankful for… my children… family… a career… a roof over my head. Today i am not forgetting those things. But on my mind is how do you drudge through the bullshit? The mental illness… knowing if someone is real and not full of shit. My thoughts are altered oftenContinue reading “Thanksgiving and bullshit”
I need to remember to be kind to myself. It’s a marathon not a dash right? Every day is not a struggle but some days it feels like it. I want to be better. I feel real recovery eludes me. But then i have to remind myself not to compare to others. Today i amContinue reading “Self worth”
Today i am working on having a thankful heart. I’m thankful i have a job, family and boyfriend who loves me, and a house over my head. Im thankful i get to live another day and breath the lovely weather air.
I have worries i can’t shake. I went home early i just couldn’t do it. Then proceed to spend money i don’t have. But it is what it is. I go on call again this next week. Then i hope i don’t have to worry about it for awhile. I am so grateful for myContinue reading “Do i got this?”
I struggle sometimes moment to moment. It’s exhausting being in my head even on my good days. Which thankfully have been more often then not. Still i overthink and procrastinate. It’s what I’m good at. Still in this moment i can say and be grateful I’m better then three years ago hell three months ago.Continue reading “Just try”
Today I will have a gratitude heart. I’m thankful it’s the weekend. I’m thankful for my family. I’m thankful I have a job that provides for me. I’m thankful for my boyfriend. And I’m thankful for this community. Now let the day begin.
When life throws flaming shit ball’s at you. What do you do? I’m trying to stay grateful but it’s so hard. It takes practice right? This day just sucks.
I’ve been slacking in reading blogs and being supportive but yet you all are so supportive of me I can’t be more thankful. Today is Monday so back to work. I thought I was ready but frankly now that it’s here I am ready for the weekend. I’m trying for a loving and grateful heartContinue reading “Love”