December 6 2019

Friendship I use to have a lot of friends. People were always at my house then we moved to a different state and I’ve struggled to make friends. I find where i live you either grew up here and don’t need new friends or you are rich and vacation here. Plus since my diagnosis I’ve

Random thoughts

I don’t understand people. They act like they will be a support but then boom they flake on you. This is why my circle is small. I can’t decide if I think my therapy is working. I went yesterday and when I tried to get him to help me dig deeper… He just have me

Life update

I’ve not posted in a couple of days. Nothing really to share. Still staying positive. I’m learning I don’t understand people. You think they are one way then you are struck by how they aren’t anything like you thought. If people wonder why I isolate this is why.

Virtual reality

I’m full of worry and anxiety. I wish I had a friend who I could really share my thoughts with. My struggles and why I don’t have a backbone. I have friends but their advice is all so different. And really it’s my life. I want to be able to plug in directly like virtual

I’ve been upgraded to sorrow

Wikipedia defines Sorrow as an emotion, feeling, or sentiment. Sorrow ‘is more “intense” than sadness…it implies a long term state’.[1] At the same time ‘sorrow – but not unhappiness – suggests a degree of resignation…which lends sorrow its peculiar air of dignity’.[2] ‘In terms of attitude, sorrow can be said to be half way between

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I feel this way a lot and is why I titled my blog I am my own island. I often feel this complete loneliness. I have always self analyzed,  self critiqued,  and self doubted. I don’t know why I use to be so fearful of sharing my inner thoughts. Maybe because then I couldn’t live