I kept dreaming last night i was not allowed to leave the psych hospital. I was being treated well but i couldn’t figure out why others got to leave when i was “being a good girl” it was bizarre. Then i was able to get out and i went to a store that sold secondContinue reading “More dreams wth”
I keep having dreams that are just tortuous in regards to the why. Bringing up the past in unproductive ways. It’s like i need a dream seance to ward against these senseless thoughts. Maybe i need to work on letting go of the why i have them and accept that they just exist in myContinue reading “Did i deserve it?”
I just read several blogs where sleep patterns or dreams are different right now. My sleep is different as well i have a hard time falling asleep when usually i can fall asleep like instantly. And my dreams are full of people who have died or are no longer in my life. It’s annoying especiallyContinue reading “Sleep”
Im sitting here still loving myself but feeling overwhelmed. I think it’s my dreams from last night sticking with me. I often have dreams of being late to work or forgetting something. I feel ineffective and worthless. Which is odd since i have this feeling of love too. It’s like two sides battling and it’sContinue reading “Well hell”
I had a very vivid dream last night of a relationship that didn’t work out and I’m very regretful of. I felt so happy to be around this person it makes me wonder if he’s my one true love. Or is it just my mind playing tricks on me? There is no way to haveContinue reading “What dreams may come”
I have been having vivid dreams of loss the last two nights. It makes my sleeping time not much fun. It’s suppose to be my solace. I wish I was a dream interpreter to know what is bothering me in my waking hours.
I had to get up from bed just to stop dreaming. There was so much chaos and angst. And my aunt who was like a sister too me who died fourteen years ago was in it. When loved ones who are deceased enter your dreams does it mean something? I dislike it when my refugeContinue reading “Dreams again”
I paid for my real estate license exam course. I’m excited but scared. I hope it’s just not another bipolar whim. I really don’t think it is but of course we’ve been trained to doubt flipping everything. On the plus side if I don’t pass I get my money back or I have thirty daysContinue reading “I did it”
Today I sit and contemplate my life. What dreams I have and how to make them come true. After the holidays I’m going to take my real estate classes. They had a flash sale of forty percent off so I’m hoping after the new year they have another.
How telling do you think dreams are? Last night I had a vivid dream and it stated what in my dream was my biggest regret in life. I’ve never consciously thought this was my biggest regret but I can see it now. I’m trying not to obsess over it as I can’t change it. MyContinue reading “Random thoughts 10-15-17”