More dreams wth

I kept dreaming last night i was not allowed to leave the psych hospital.  I was being treated well but i couldn’t figure out why others got to leave when i was “being a good girl” it was bizarre.  Then i was able to get out and i went to a store that sold secondContinue reading “More dreams wth”

Did i deserve it?

I keep having dreams that are just tortuous in regards to the why. Bringing up the past in unproductive ways. It’s like i need a dream seance to ward against these senseless thoughts. Maybe i need to work on letting go of the why i have them and accept that they just exist in myContinue reading “Did i deserve it?”

Well hell

Im sitting here still loving myself but feeling overwhelmed. I think it’s my dreams from last night sticking with me. I often have dreams of being late to work or forgetting something. I feel ineffective and worthless. Which is odd since i have this feeling of love too. It’s like two sides battling and it’sContinue reading “Well hell”

Dreams again

I had to get up from bed just to stop dreaming. There was so much chaos and angst. And my aunt who was like a sister too me who died fourteen years ago was in it. When loved ones who are deceased enter your dreams does it mean something? I dislike it when my refugeContinue reading “Dreams again”

I did it

I paid for my real estate license exam course. I’m excited but scared. I hope it’s just not another bipolar whim. I really don’t think it is but of course we’ve been trained to doubt flipping everything. On the plus side if I don’t pass I get my money back or I have thirty daysContinue reading “I did it”

Random thoughts 10-15-17

How telling do you think dreams are? Last night I had a vivid dream and it stated what in my dream was my biggest regret in life. I’ve never consciously thought this was my biggest regret but I can see it now. I’m trying not to obsess over it as I can’t change it. MyContinue reading “Random thoughts 10-15-17”

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