I’ve done nothing today but spend money. .. look at Facebook and take a nap. Freaking housework totally not done argh. I can’t say i feel bad for it BUT it does slightly annoy me. I’m praying this is a good week. I could use a week where i am less stressed. Tomorrow i talkContinue reading “Well … is it a wasted day?”
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Time
I woke up at seven which would have been six if not for stupid daylight savings time. I know it doesn’t matter but it irks me. I mulled around in bed then decided to go get a cold brew coffee and now i have a full day to do what? I don’t want to layContinue reading “Time”
Good morning everyone
It’s a little cool and rainy here but I’m sitting outside anyway. My day yesterday was a whirlwind. Between my son and his bs and work it ended fine enough until dinner time when my son and i got into an argument. I was so beyond angry i wanted him out of my house. HeContinue reading “Good morning everyone”
High anxiety
Why do i do what i do! I hate myself right now and the small choices i make trying to do right but they end up wrong. Please God help me. I send prayers it all works out. The hate is crippling.
Ohhh life
Once again I’m up earlier than I’d like to be and i can’t shut my brain freaking off. It started last night when a client text me that rent money not saved up for is due tomorrow. So my job is to find money from other people to pay it. Ugh I’m not looking forwardContinue reading “Ohhh life”
Let’s try this again
I’m putting faith in having a good day. Fingers crossed. My day is half out in the field on this rainy day and half phone calls with my boss weekly meeting at the tail end. I had another night of weird sleep patterns and dreams. I honestly just want to lay in bed all dayContinue reading “Let’s try this again”
After all a bad day doesn’t mean a bad life
Yes a third post lol over all my day was fine. I still wish I’d not had work today but i got my quota of people in (which i think is silly to have a production goal when dealing with people but it is what it is) and not very much time but I’ve beenContinue reading “After all a bad day doesn’t mean a bad life”
Oh jeez
That didn’t take long… during my morning work meeting which is virtual my electricity went out then i got annoyed and sent a work text that i worry now will bite me on the ass. I’ve taken an early lunch hoping it comes on and all will be forgiven otherwise I’ll have to go inContinue reading “Oh jeez”
See what the day brings
I did not wake up too early today thankfully. I still have the yawns though. 🥱 I’ve made coffee read blogs and i do like not feeling rushed in the mornings. I don’t have a lot on my mind and for that i am thankful. It’s good to rest your soul and have a breakContinue reading “See what the day brings”
Why am i up so early?
It seems like my internal clock made a new years resolution without me. I have been waking up at 630 every morning to include most weekends. I use to snooze the alarm until i was almost late logging onto my work computer. It’s weird and i don’t hate it. I prefer waking up not toContinue reading “Why am i up so early?”