Explain this

The truth of the matter is I couldn’t explain if I wanted too. I’m grade a fucked up. I need therapy but use limited doctors and time as an excuse. I’m not happy with myself and my choices here lately. I can’t seem to make a choice really. I’m all over the place. Wha wha

High anxiety

And I brought it in myself with poor choices. Trying to keep with my new dbt skills and not judge but it is hard when the choices were bad. Plus husband not working so financial stain doesn’t help. I just want to sleep the next two week away. Klonopone is my only friend right now.

I’m trying

I hope this meme ids true. I feel at a wondering lost crossroads between complacent paranoia and a desire for different. Does that when make sense? How do you make decisions? It’s hard to know what’s right sometimes. Sigh comments, questions, random thoughts leave below and please check out my social media sites! I appreciate

Right now

I found this on my work desk. I can’t remember if it’s mine or if someone kindly left it for me. Makes me ponder what is my dearest wish. I thought first of something selfish. This struggle with depression and all the shit that comes with it. But when I prayed on it and really

Regret

I made this a couple months back after having a dream about an ex. Now I have stayed in previous post. My husband is not my lightning strike soul mate but one through time has become one. In times of loneliness and depressions can focus on regrets or what could have been. Or when my