Turn back Tuesday: Fighting sensitivity.

I was looking at drafts on my blog and found this snippet from ten months ago. Other than the last two days, and making a new friend. I feel not much bright spots in life. I’m so sensitive and paranoid about everything people do or say. I’m back to pre mood stabilizer I think. Then

Regrets I have a few

Or a different title… Angela why are you a fuck up? This is a post you could say is pensive or whiny depending on your mood or interpretation. Why do I make choices I know are bad for me? Why do I lie to myself about my intentions? Why do I make those choices then

World Suicide prevention day

I will be having a moment of silence today for all who have succumb to the desire and either attempted or succeed. Attempting”runs in my family.” So I family wise and personally know these thoughts.

Wordless Wednesday

Wordless Wednesday, good day, mental health, bipolar

Wordless Wednesday

Wordless Wednesday, good day, mental health, bipolar

Unexpected side effect. .. *** trigger alert

  I am thankful my fog is lifting and I have a proper diagnosis. I am not thankful for the clearer head that sees, feels, and knows all the bad choices, I made all those years trying to act as if I did not have mental health issues. I had gastric bypass five years ago.

Rant and Useful youtube videos

I was going to start with the rant but decided not to make the folks who came here looking for the youtube videos to suffer through it. I will preface the rant to say I am home sick which has lead me to be exhausted but not able to sleep. So what do you do