Suicidal thoughts

I had a twinge today to cut my wrists. When I get this feeling I’m trying to re teach my brain to focus on the why. It has to do with my current family situation and the anxiety of it all. I’m not going to do it but for a couple minutes I wanted too.Continue reading “Suicidal thoughts”

It’s story time

I was driving my son to work today and I had a memory of when I was a teenager and went to church camp. I have had suicidal tendencies since I was fourteen years old. When I was seventeen I finally told my school counselor as I felt homicidal and it scared me. My parentsContinue reading “It’s story time”

The what if game

I’m anxious today. I have a lot of driving to do and yesterday I went to a tourist trap and almost ran over people. I keep replaying the concept in my mind. I can’t let it go. Plus thinking of work occasionally too. It’s not helping my mood. This is even my second favorite holiday.Continue reading “The what if game”

Waiting causes me anxiety

I’m sitting here waiting for my son to get his tooth filled. Not sure if it’s the wasted time and anger kind of anxiety or sitting in a room full of strangers and feeling alone anxiety. I know it’s a dash of passing the bill as I don’t get paid until the thirtieth and IContinue reading “Waiting causes me anxiety”

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