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Today I will be thankful
Today I am thankful for this community, having a job, my children, and that I woke up to live another day.
3.2.1. Quote me
3.2.1 Quote Me:
I want to thank the My loud bipolar whispersfor selecting me to participate in the ‘3.2.1 Quote Me!’ challenge which was created by A Guy Called Bloke and K9 Doodlepip! If you haven’t checked out these blogs please do. They are staples for me.
I copied and pasted this from the site so if it looks familiar that’s why lol
Rules:
◦ Thank the Selector
◦ Post 2 quotes for the dedicated ‘Topic of The Day’
◦ Select 3 Bloggers to participate in the “3.2.1 Quote Me!”
NOTE: Although this is the topic of the day there is no specific deadline for completing it. You can answer and participate when you are able to.
The Topic of The Day: Greetings
I nominate:
Muddling through
I’m not in a mixed state today thankfully. I feel stable today. Though I have the usual work whinging. I like stable though I feel like I’m muddling through. I guess really we all are.
This year had flown by. Yet I’m still having more days of struggle them stable. Is this how being bipolar is for everyone?
Mixed state
I’m in a mixed state right now. I feel euphoric and depressed. I feel I like myself overabundance that it’s fake. I want to go bar hopping and dance yet I want to stay home and sleep which is what I’ve done. I feel like a mess. I just want someone to hug me and tell me it’s alright but I’m in a codependent user relationship. So much toxicity around me. I know what to do but I feel paralyzed.
Negative images
I am having a negative images day. My mind wants to replay snippets of failed relationships and work experiences. Why is that? Is it a bipolar thing?
Dilemma
I found a job I want to apply for but they want three references. I have one solid one that has nothing to do with where I work. I need two more but I’m afraid to use people I work with due to gossip and I have this fear of my boss finding out. Which is silly right?
I also am having doubts I can do the job the old me would have had the self esteem to try without doubt but this version of me is fragile.
