Just a few things

I did decide to join the workout group. Like i said something has to change. Im anxious as i have a full plate at work this week and not sure how to get it all done. Im trying to relax on my day off but it creeps in. Apparently they are going to protest in

Ten things

Ten things i like about me: My eyes I’m caring I do put forth effort of trying to make people happy I am low drama irl I want to be a better person My ability to advocate for myself and others My desire to want more out of life How tall i am My love

Fear

I want to join an online healthy lifestyle group. It costs money but is reasonable and has a menu and a different workout every day. Plus a support group. Im scared to fail again and waste money on it. I know this is fatalist thinking and will cause me to fail. Something has to give

Did i share this already

I don’t think i did. This is my reminder today to just breath and not take life so serious. Do you have any life advice you live by? Mine use to be carpe diem… seize the day but I’ve seem to have lost track of it. I seem to fear the day more often and

So much blah

I feel gray inside. Other than days off i have nothing to look forward to. I did some crafting yesterday so that’s a plus. It turned out pretty ok for a beginner. Im worried about my middle son. He is struggling finding a job to keep and i think his relationship is about done. He

Limbo

I am dreading going back to work tomorrow. I overall feel fine but at the same time im waiting for something bad to happen. I guess I’m just restless and feeling like I’m floundering at life. Is this really all there is to existing? I think im in a mixed state as i write the

Drama

Im rather proud of myself. I’ve been pulled into some personal drama over stupid fb pictures i keep up because frankly who the fuck cares. It’s a memory of my life i don’t look at it and wish for the past in regards to it. I can’t be bothered to erase them. And why should

Just a factoid today

I was named after this song https://open.spotify.com/track/1GcVa4jFySlun4jLSuMhiq?si=QRtglplWTR6n_TRNHbB4CA And the black panther Angela Davis https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angela_Davis My mom wanted to name me Donna but my hippie dad won out lol what was your almost birth name?

Long day decent mood

I had some paranoia last night was afraid going manic but i took anxiety meds and it went away. Thankfully. I have a three day weekend so i just need to get through this afternoon. Four hours i got this. I like to take lunch early so I’ve already had my nap. I’d like to

Worth noting

I love halsey and she breaks down some stigma.