This day can’t get over soon enough. This week has dragged on. I’ve decided to just play nice as really who cares. If I couldn’t make a difference while employed then how so I expect when leaving. There is nothing to gain. I remembered this morning not only did my bipolar sent me to myContinue reading “Well final day”
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Do you leave things unsaid
It’s 4:07 in the morning again. Just woke up from a horribly vivid dream and I’m angry. Life isn’t what it should be. I have two days left of this job. I’m debating on telling the lady off as to why I’m leaving. Then I think is it necessary? It’s a toxic environment and peoplesContinue reading “Do you leave things unsaid”
Seasons of life
I feel I’m in a season of life of maturity in a lot of ways. I finally see my value. I like not living with a partner. I like knowing who I am flawed and all. I struggle with certain areas still and might always. I have some acceptance but still strive to be better.Continue reading “Seasons of life”
Sunday morning musings
This week for the most part has been perfect. I was on a staycation. And I didn’t get even close to what I wanted to accomplish BUT that’s ok. I made up for it in fuzzy warm feelings. My boyfriend has been here since Wednesday. My oldest was here two days and that meant otherContinue reading “Sunday morning musings”
Sitting scared
I have this next week off. I’m fearful I won’t accomplish what I want to get done. Then I fear the fear will win. Just silly rumination’s in my brain. I have the desire but fail at execution. I’m up early as I’m worried for my nineteen year old who woke up in his sleepContinue reading “Sitting scared”
Finally some good news
I got the official hire letter. Signed and sent back. It seems like less money then quoted but still with the benefits and the fact I will have a pension instead of 401k I think it’ll work out. I could have heard them wrong too who knows. I’m going to wait until after my vacationContinue reading “Finally some good news”
What’s worth fighting for?
I was called into the office today to be the next step down from written up. It’s a “coaching” thing. I fully think it’s bullshit as I’m not costing company money. It’s not the quality of my notes or how I do my job and I know I’m forgoing a bonus due to not havingContinue reading “What’s worth fighting for?”
When being a nice person sucks
I feel the urge to count my eggs before chickens due to niceties my company doesn’t deserve. I don’t have the official letter to start my new job just an offer contingent to the background check. I know it’s foolish to warn my boss that I am quitting without it being formal yet I feelContinue reading “When being a nice person sucks”
Million steps forward million and half back
Got great news I have a conditional start date as long as pass the background. Which should be no issue. It’s not until July first so that sucks but a light at end of tunnel. I have a tarot reading party that last time I said I’d do for free but they gave me money.Continue reading “Million steps forward million and half back”
Up early
I went to bed with anxiety and stress over running me. I was hoping to sleep as long as possible but nope I’m awake two hours before my alarms. now what to do? I feel on the edge of a cold/allergies coming on. It’s annoying my body can’t make a decision much like my mind.Continue reading “Up early”