Things are going good on the surface of my life. My dads surgery went fabulous. He will most likely come home today. My relationship is there though I fell in this area something is off. Way off. Work is so promising. I am really liking my supervisor and I feel I can do this work.
It’s just my sleep has been very off I don’t feel depressed yet more like emotionally exhausted. I can’t shake it. I feel disconnected and that there is no joy down deep but on the surface I am happy. It’s this duality that I am just not sure how to “fix” if it even needs to be or can. It just makes me wonder if I can ever have a long normal period of happiness? Will life be joyful and worth really living?