I feel like a pile of shit. A coworker text me that I was being bad mouthed as a bad worker which I feel is not true. I’m taking it way too personal. I have quit for the toxic environment it was because I knew my worth. So why this anxiety and sadness? Why can’t I have thicker skin?
It just makes me worry the new job will be the same shit. That I will never be good enough.
Thankfully I am getting in the Sun today. It should do me good. I just wish I was different. I can’t help but sit here wishing I was someone else. But yet I know I am worthy I am a good person and I have value even when I don’t see it.