When life piles up

I feel like a pile of shit. A coworker text me that I was being bad mouthed as a bad worker which I feel is not true. I’m taking it way too personal. I have quit for the toxic environment it was because I knew my worth. So why this anxiety and sadness? Why can’t I have thicker skin?

It just makes me worry the new job will be the same shit. That I will never be good enough.

Thankfully I am getting in the Sun today. It should do me good. I just wish I was different. I can’t help but sit here wishing I was someone else. But yet I know I am worthy I am a good person and I have value even when I don’t see it.

8 thoughts on “When life piles up

  1. You are no longer in that toxic space. I know it’s easier said than done, but try to find the blessings in the bad, and do your best to move on. You know your worth and if they are saying bad things, it could be they are envious of the fact that you had the courage to leave and they didn’t.

    Enjoy the sunshine! 😊

  2. You are worthy. You are enough. Saying these affirmations help to affirm that you are indeed these things. Don’t let anyone rain on your parade. Keep it simple and stay away from toxicity.

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