I feel the urge to count my eggs before chickens due to niceties my company doesn’t deserve. I don’t have the official letter to start my new job just an offer contingent to the background check. I know it’s foolish to warn my boss that I am quitting without it being formal yet I feel bad and know the nice thing is to have her be prepared as they will struggle with the caseload for a bit until I’m replaced.
Now I don’t feel I’m doing then shitty but one main thing that plays into it is they have done me shitty so I damn well don’t owe them anything. I need to keep saying this to myself so as not to screw up on the off chance it all falls through.
But being nice is what gets me in trouble isn’t that sad? I was trying to be nice and respectful when this whole disaster happened and look what it got me. Anyway this month will be way too long. Next week I have a planned week vacation so that’s a plus. Just got to get through this week. One day down four to go.
I Am My Own Island 