Million steps forward million and half back

Got great news I have a conditional start date as long as pass the background. Which should be no issue. It’s not until July first so that sucks but a light at end of tunnel.

I have a tarot reading party that last time I said I’d do for free but they gave me money. I said same thing this time but we will see if I get paid. I hope so but either way the practice is good.

Then there is the step back it’s only one but the negative outweighs the positives. I had an issue with a client Wednesday today I saw him and he’s talking foreboding not about suicide but that his family is unhappy about the other day when I was worried and they got involved and seeing my boss something I don’t remember nor believe I would ever do. And other weird cryptic things I didn’t care enough to ask more about. It got me paranoid so… I’m trying to do my best to remain positive and think of it as a prison term I’ll be done with soon. It’s just so suck that I let stupid shit get to me. I want confidence and so don’t care attitude so irritated with myself in that aspect.

Anyway waiting in the doctor for a wellness yearly check up. Hope I get good news there as well.