While I am still mentally struggling with why on earth this person is not fired. And knowing there is no peace from it. I am job hunting again. I no longer have the care for bullshit or with the limited benefits of the job to keep feeling suicidal ideation because things aren’t right or fair.
Ideally I want to wait until after July but then again I don’t want to miss an opportunity for a job that would be a good enough fit just for additional yet to me good chunk of money. I know I earned my bonus but you have to be working there to get it when paid out. I guess nothing in life can be perfect.
So I’ve been tentatively job hunting and already this week have two job interviews and a third company reach out due to seeing my resume on indeed. I’ve said my prayers for insight on what to do. Ultimately time will tell. Today is the first one at noon then nine am on Thursday. Once again I ask for this time guidance mojo, positive vibes, and prayers. It is always appreciated.
I Am My Own Island 
Your happiness is worth more than the bonus. No matter how much the money would help, it’s not worth it. Find an environment you can thrive in.
Yep and I just had a thought yes the money would be nice for some things I don’t fully need to get but want so it’s not like I’m in a pickle financially.
Good luck and best wishes for job hunting. The right position will come along! Glad you are blogging again. I think it’s good for the soul!
Thanks and me too
I hope you’re able to find a better job soon.
good luck! Job hunting is hard! xo