Still here

I haven’t written much which is usually a sign that things are going well… this time not so much. I’ve been obsessed over money and where it all goes. Is it inflation on groceries? Probably more so the impulsive shopping. Getting enough things for free shipping gets me every time.

So there’s that dragging my mood down. The co worker that annoys the piss out of me is back from work and general malaise just has me down.

Today I have the day off to take my son in about his possible upcoming surgery. I am not sure how I feel about that.

Overall I’m still here but when do we go from awesome days to this feeling of shit and survive? I know the worst yet this depression feeling is a struggle too. I just don’t know.

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