A ball of anxiety

I’m up early again. It’s ok though as I am still behind on my notes and work. My boss has been a bear lately so not cool. She’s off today and Monday and I’m off Tuesday. Maybe that’s a good thing.

I have a lot to get done and no motivation. I’m full of anxiety about almost everything. My job… my sons… my weight… my lack of motivation. It’s like I’m full of thoughts but I don’t know how to fix them so I am frozen.

Nothing gets fixed and hardly anything gets better. I thought I was doing so well then days like this I feel so overwhelmed. Like I’m drowning in my thoughts. It gets so exhausting.

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