What the f… Friday

My mom is bitching at me in a text about my dogs not being potty trained. I’m so freaking done with lectures. I haven’t even replied. I’m anxiously waiting a phone call about it. Wtf.

My mood is between super anxious at being a failure to having the confidence to be successful. If you can’t believe in yourself who will right? I want so much more out of life yet having a mental illness that can be hard to manage really makes me doubt myself. I don’t know 100% why. Wtf

I don’t understand why people I know can’t catch a break in life. Is there some karmic thing about good people being shit on and people that do things that are hurtful thrive? I know life is hard for everyone at times but I feel certain people have it extremely hard without a fault of their own. Wtf

To go to the gym or not. I really don’t want it to be something I pay for and not use. I got my first person who said they can tell I’m losing weight today without ever telling them I even want to. So that’s awesome. Wtf is wrong with me that is a pain to go to the gym.

Alright those are the four wtf at the moment I got. Do you have any to share?

5 thoughts on “What the f… Friday

  1. Why can’t I break the cycle of eating, then feeling depressed about eating, then wanting to eat more? Why can’t my therapist help me with that instead of trying to preach mindfulness? WTF?? (is that a good one?)

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