Welp 45 years and here’s a few thoughts

I’m proud to be 45 I wear it like a badge of honor. I sit here looking back and am thinking I have been through some things. I am confident in who I am and without those good and bad times I wouldn’t know who I am today.

Who am I? I am divorced mother of three raising my boys primarily alone even though two are in adulthood. I work a fairly high stress job in the mental health field. I am fairly non judgemental due to life experiences and open to new things. I love ferociously and give a damn.

I realize I am sometimes lonely as I don’t have hardly any friends but not the kind of lonely that is regretful as I it is mainly by choice.

Things I want to accomplish in the next year. I’d love to be my own boss. I never thought it possible but I think it is doable at this stage in my life. I’d like to continue to be as stable as possible and work on coping with personal black and white thinking. I’d like to lose some weight for real this year and be healthier.

Ultimately I just want to continue being me and live to see 46 and beyond.

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