All the stuff

I had the best night with my oldest boys at the strip club. I was worried my middle son wouldn’t have fun as he’s pretty conservative and my oldest and his friends are very liberal but it ended up being fine. I thought where I lived was very conservative at these kind of clubs. Nope they let you touch them which in my experience of strip clubs in the state I grew up in never happened. But then again I haven’t been to one in ten years. Time does change. I’m so overjoyed we went as it’s a memory that neither will forget.

The downside to getting old is I needed all day yesterday to keep up on the sleep I missed the day before. But I thankfully took that day off so a three day weekend for me.

Today I did some cleaning… went to the gym.. tried an awful Starbucks drink and am about to cook supper. I’m in a great mood though I’m a little worried my boyfriend and I will get into a fight when we talk tonight as he told me yesterday I wasn’t very considerate of others… I’m assuming him because no one else had told me that recently or really ever so I’m interested in hearing his theories on that. We haven’t talked in two days so should be an ear full.

I am deciding on if I even care to know his thoughts. This relationship is going no where and the occasional him getting mad at me for one reason or another is wearing thin. I do love him but damn he has made no real commitment to moving forward in the relationship and I refuse to not have a life when I can. It’s rare I do as my friends group is near zero. Bipolar has run havoc on that section of my life. I’m not sure if I care or not about that either. I use to be such a social butterfly now I prefer the occasional fun moment but don’t have to do something all the damn time. I don’t know if that’s good or bad.

Anyway off to make supper… hope you all are doing well!

4 thoughts on “All the stuff

  1. This is probably my own bad for not reading enough of your posts to know the wiser, but I didn’t think you were old enough that your kids could get into a strip club? #Sorry #ImABadReader

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