Flip a switch

I went to my last client of the day and just like a flipped switch i became depressed and had some ideation. Then the time with the client was for shit and i feel guilty for that. Ugh… i pulled the high priestess card this morning and it’s about intuition so I’m wondering if i subconsciously know something is around the corner to knock me down. That’s the thing about any spirituality and mental health. It’s so based on interpretation when the Bible you take a verse and figure out what is means for your current situation and life. I do want to be spiritual and find something that guides me and gives me comfort. I don’t know if i can though as I’ll always have bipolar.

4 thoughts on “Flip a switch

  1. I tend to approach it the way a Catholic would. I use the cards to ask myself questions about how I feel deep inside. I also look at how saints handled “trials” and I wonder if what I am experiencing will help me grow as a person or advance in my skills. For instance, today, I meditated and then a guy almost hit my car-and I had a rush of adrenaline and was angry. Then, I just did my breathing and looked at it as a trial to get through my day despite. So I think the high priestess was a good pull-she is all about looking within yourself to guide yourself in future trials…she helps ground you. If that makes sense.

  2. I don’t know what the actual meanings are but to me it sounds like High Priestess is a strong woman, symbolising you are strong, you’re doing well, and headed for greatness πŸ™‚

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