What is running through my head

Today was a boring work day but i enjoyed it actually. No drama and my clients i talked to were doing well.

I’m not so good in the assist as I’m so exhausted. I took a nap and i haven’t done that during a work day in at least 6 months. Plus this pain in my tummy section. I don’t feel I’m a hypochondriac. I like to be aware is all. So i sit here thinking what if i have cancer? I use to beg God to give me cancer so i could die a death that is often honored. Now that I’m better in my head it would just figure I’d get it. Now I’m not saying i even remotely have it. It’s just the worry i have as the pain is odd. I’m not naseous nor any blood going on in places it should. Though i am burping a little bit it doesn’t taste off of anything at all. It’s like the headaches infrequent and bothersome. I don’t know what to do other than NOT Google my symptoms which i have not done so yay me.

4 thoughts on “What is running through my head

  1. Yeah,stay off Google. Doctors are now calling self diagnosis via the internet Google-itis. Last thing any of us need is another labelπŸ˜…

  2. Sorry you have this pain. I guess it could be anything or nothing. As you say, best not to think about it. Easier done when you’re kept busy by other things! X

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