Today I’m not sure how i feel. It seems a combination of sadness because my cat when i woke up couldn’t even move so my mom took her this morning to be put down… and anxiety about my psych appointment and changes at work.
I know i just want to curl in a ball and lay in bed all day but that’s not going to happen. Why is life and emotions hard? I can’t seem to get enough of a break from things to breath. Yet it seems all i do is nothing of significance.
The serenity prayer and some radical acceptance is how I’m coping today. I will preserver on.