My boyfriend came up this weekend to see me. We haven’t talked about the other night. I guess it doesn’t bother him. 😕 but we are having a wonderful time.
I see the psychiatrist tomorrow. I am sure it’ll go well. I don’t think i need a med tweak.
Happy Easter to all who celebrate. I use to be someone who went to church all the time then just in major holidays and now not at all. My kids are too old to do anything fun on this day so it’s just another day to me.
I want to be happy but something holds me back. I don’t think it’s all mental illness. Some of its personality. I try to do good in this world but feel i fall short. I just feel this morning like a lump of emotions. I can’t just pick one. It’s frustrating. I will try radical acceptance to find solace in the things i can’t change if that’s possible.