I woke up from a good sleep emotionally a mess. My boyfriend who usually texts something sweet while i sleep was crickets. So i text him saying something like hmmm no text i guess you are mad at me. Still cricketing… not helpful because i don’t want to deal right now with a wounded ego.
I’m anxious to see my sons new primary care physician this morning. I’m making a list of issues to discuss after i post this then get ready to go. I am hoping i get back home in time for a work appointment.
Why must i be dictated by the unknown into full heart physically hurts anxiety? I feel overwhelmed and like everything is my fault. Like i can’t just be happy and joyful because i don’t try hard enough. Am i missing some point?
I’m just tired of life and it makes me sadder. Thanks everyone for the prayers and reaching out to me through this. It is appreciated.