I didn’t chicken out and had the conversation with my boyfriend. It went better then i thought yet not the greatest. I’m sure we will talk more about it in the coming weeks.
Ultimately i decided i don’t want to move. 1 there is a pandemic going on right now 2 i barely clean my house how am i going to pack it up to move 3 no job lined up and not sure where to move to anyway 4 i think it’s in my youngest son’s best interest to finish school where he’s grown up.
Maybe I’ll change my mind in time but for now it’s off the table.
On a side note this thinking healthy sucks right now as I’m craving food and hungry. I keep telling myself it’ll get better with time. Just wanted to whine a minute lol