I’m currently on lunch break waiting for the ex to get his boat that has been sitting on my property since before the divorce. It always makes me anxious to deal with him and my fear he will come into the house uninvited and see the mess.
I’m also anxious about work stuff. It’s been a hard week and it’s only Wednesday.
Day three of thinking like a healthy person. I’m not at the point of pure crankiness but i haven’t went to the store really to shop and see all the yummy food in choosing to not have.
Overall I’m blah i guess π with a hint of crawling into bed and staying there forever.
These cold and gloomy winter days all make me want to take to Fort Blankie,depressed or not. I just want to be warm.
Ugh,dealing with an ex,icky stuff.
I worry about people seeing my mess and clutter,too,so don’t feel too alone.
It’s a process. You’ll get there.
Sell the boat. Itβs not your job to watch it. π€