I’m just trying to get today over with. But it’s dragging. I feel on edge but not quite anxious. I’m so ready for the weekend. I’ve felt nauseous a lot and slight headaches but not full on sick just enough to be annoying. I am feeling like life is one shit fest day after another. What’s that saying… same shit different day. I almost feel dead inside. I pray this feeling goes away soon … duh right who doesn’t want to feel alive all the time.