I have a lot on my plate today and i just need to get through it. All i want to do is stay in bed today. So what if i let it all go to shit. But of course i won’t. If nothing else i try hard to give a shit. And sadly i do too much. I’m a mess today in my head if you can’t tell. I feel almost angry at the world but not quite. Just the edges. I will get through it and tomorrow will be another day. I just am wondering what’s the point?