I think i might have forgotten to tell you my car broke down this weekend. Though i am not thankful for the money to put into the heap i am thankful it worked Friday when i went to clients houses. I’m thankful i signed up for triple aaa just in time to forgo the cost of a tow and I’m thankful i have a little savings. Praying it isn’t going to be a lot to fix but I’m worried it will be.
I am feeling good … this has berm a positive med change for now. I don’t feel depressed though i still lack motivation. I’m not sure how to find that. 😕
I know I’m too hard on myself. I need to give myself credit that i do the best i can. I can’t be perfect. You just try and that has to account for something.
I do hurt my feelings over and over by rehashing scenarios that I’m sure the other people don’t think twice about. Actually i haven’t really been doing this recently… i just realized and i am sure it’s helping my mood. I have a grateful heart for that. It’s so refreshing i wish i could bottle it up and share it.
Progress, not perfection 🥰
you did forget to mention about your car. When my car is sick, it causes me great anxiety. Right now my check engine light is back on. It is a sensor going bad, and has been an intermittent problem. It is going to cost over 600 bucks to fix. But I am paranoid that something else is wrong, even though I know in my heart of hearts that it is just the sensor. We are still paying off my sons bill from his car repairs that needed to be done, so I don’t have enough on the Firestone card to get my car fixed yet. Thankfully I barely go anywhere.
You are making good progress with your mood. I really believe the Latuda is helping you it just takes awhile. I wish you continued success. ❤ 🙂
AAA (CAA in my neck of the woods) really is a wonderful thing.
It is interesting how you can still be upbeat and positive at such a crappyity thingy and find the positive in it ( it happened Friday at this time when etc ). This is a good extract.