These two pictures say a lot. I’ve often went on about how others have a better life then me but do they really? I’ve created the negativity and drama of wanting a different life that i will never get. I know i have to live through mental health issues and right now for the most part I’m in a good place. But it’s always a trigger away from not being. So you’d think I’d be getting my life in order… take advantage of stability.. nope and oddly I’m not beating myself up over it. Is this progress or a lull?