I agreed with those that said to look at my posts to how unhappy i am. And the other supportive comments… I think it was good feedback with that said I’m staying at my current job. I just don’t think I’d be any happier in the other position. It would be working with boys who are teens with reactive attachment disorder. And to be financially strapped and deal with being called names and hit etc i don’t think I’d be in a better mental spot. Plus it was twelve hours overnight and i have fourteen year old boy still at home. The cons outweigh the pros.
It makes me wonder how we find happiness. It has to come from within right? Yet i sabotage it too often. It’s not the scenery it’s the place inside.
On a side note I’m sitting here waiting to see if i get a reaction to my second covid vaccination. I should be good to go unless it mutates too much. This pandemic has been hard on everyone.