I have a headache that won’t go away. I’m sure it’s from stress. I am back to really disliking my job. I do look and it’s slim pickings where i live especially since it’s a resort town and is the off season.
I feel on the brink of a depression. I hope I’m wrong. I so want next year to be better but i know i need to keep making positive changes for that to happen. I’m frankly scared to fail at the changes. Every day is the same shit different day kinda thing. Life is meant to be enjoyed and embraced yet having a mental illness you get robbed of it too often. It’s not an excuse just a fact really. So I’m going to work on the small joy where i can find it. Like this blog and community. I so appreciate it.