I have a headache that won’t go away. I’m sure it’s from stress. I am back to really disliking my job. I do look and it’s slim pickings where i live especially since it’s a resort town and is the off season.
I feel on the brink of a depression. I hope I’m wrong. I so want next year to be better but i know i need to keep making positive changes for that to happen. I’m frankly scared to fail at the changes. Every day is the same shit different day kinda thing. Life is meant to be enjoyed and embraced yet having a mental illness you get robbed of it too often. It’s not an excuse just a fact really. So I’m going to work on the small joy where i can find it. Like this blog and community. I so appreciate it.
Sorry that things aren’t going well right now! Mu
Was trying to write…Music helps me. Hope you’re feeling better…soon! 💙
sorry your feeling so bad! I hope next year is much better! Stay strong my friend! xoxo
I second the idea of music. Music soothes the savage beast! 😛
So let’s say you fail… however you define it. Are you any worse off than you are now? We need to take risks, calculated or otherwise. Isn’t there probably more upside than downside in taking a leap of faith?
Very true there is no harm in trying
Many people go through such a condition, and people around them make judgements. I feel for you!