I think if it wasn’t for the meds I’d be manic. I feel paranoid about things i can’t control especially at work. I feel fidgety and tired and wired at the same time.
I have two more days at work. Then Christmas break. I’m so ready. I’m actually excited this year for once even though i don’t get it off as a weeks vacation like i did in my old job.
Anyway I’m going to try and calm down and relax.