I don’t tend to blog as much when things are going good. I think that’s not fair to people that follow me on a regular basis. I say this because you are all so supportive when I’m in a bad spot both you and i deserve to be supportive with the good stuff too.
I have my plan for calendars this year. I have one that will have recovery pages and life in general pages together and i got a larger one for memory keeping. It’s going to be too write love letters to myself every day. I know this won’t be an easy task to keep up on as i often fall short BUT I’m going to do my damnedest to make it happen.
On a side note i got my first vaccination for covid. My arm hurts but other than that i feel fine.
I’m so thankful to have limited anxiety and no real suicidal thoughts. I feel overjoyed to be in a decent spot. I still struggle with motivation though I’m wondering if it’s all habit to some extent. I pray it lasts through at least 2021. Much like my hope for this year I’m ready for some change.