Welp

Just watched biden/ Harris acceptance speech. Very moving. I’m anxious to see what Trump does.

I picked up a recovery calender planner.

I know i use this to document my life and more so for the community. I just felt having this planner might help me see triggers and patterns. I want it to be a night time ritual. I used a coupon so that helped too 😆

I have a job interview Monday. It’s a huge pay cut but i need a real change and i think I’ll like it. I’m anxious though taking time off to do it. I was essentially told if i don’t force people to talk to me i will be fired. I don’t know what good I’m doing.

Life needs to change and if that means I’m poorer then so be it. It’s better than wanting to die every day.