I use to pretend so much better. It is exhausting to try to regulate your mood when you can’t figure it out yourself. I think I’d be considered high functioning but am i really? Is there really a thing like that when you have a severe mental disorder?
I can get to point a from b but it’s not a straight path. My house is a mess… now that i work primarily from home i don’t shower as often and let’s not even get started on laundry.
I don’t think there is a thing like high functioning… there is just pretending to be. I do desire to make real change but i feel i fail at it. I want to make clear I’m being pensive here. I’m not currently hating myself. I think I’m just disappointed.