It started this morning

From the start of my morning i was being very unkind to myself. I tried with to stop it but it persists just less strong. How do i go from three days ago loving myself to hating who i am? This disorder has no rhyme or reason.

It’s all or nothing. It’s ridiculous. It’s tearing apart my psyche. I have value damn it.

5 thoughts on “It started this morning

  1. I’ve been doing some rapid-cycling lately, I think brought on by a few major developments in my life I have no experience handling, so trying to handle multiple at one time where I have no template is causing me to yo-yo. It’s impossible to explain feeling like you’re on top of the world at noon on Monday and by bedtime Wednesday, you just want to shut everything down and out. I’m sorry you go through this shit, but know you are not alone and others like me take comfort in knowing there are people who understand this struggle.

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