Long day

I have a long day ahead of me. I don’t have anyone to call today and no one had people to give up. I’m trying to stay busy but it’s hard.

I feel… well I’m not sure. I think even keeled. I’m not anxious or depressed and i don’t feel manic like yesterday. I’m so confused though it came on so quick and now it appears those feelings are gone. It seems to me they’d last longer. I don’t get it.

2 thoughts on “Long day

  1. Rapid cycling (between mental states) has yet to truly be recognized by the psych professionals as legitimate. It’s much easier for them to label it borderline personality disorder but I live it and I can honestly say…I rapid cycle and it has nothing to do with stressful things in my life. One day I am freaking out, by bedtime I may be calm and serene, only to wake up paranoid but manic.
    Just getting through each day is a success story for us. No one would expect a computer system to run on a corrupted OS yet we’re supposed to be like everyone else even when our brains send random and often wrong messages.
    Utter B.S.

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