I hate anxiety but then who doesn’t. This job makes me anxious in a way that was different then the last. It’s more acute. I don’t know what to do with myself it’s rather ridicules really. Why am i this way?
I am so tired of the whoa it’s me bullshit but at the same time this is where i can get it out. It’s what I’m feeling and it’s real and raw. I must be insane i keep doing the same things over and over with the same results… isn’t that the saying?