I’m blah. My weekends are spent not doing any housework so today i feel guilty that i can’t make myself care.
I had rough dreams and it’s left me wanting more sleep. Actually i don’t think that would matter. Let’s face it I’m depressed. I don’t want to work and would take time off if i had it.
I am not sure how to get out of this funk. Maybe i don’t need to try. Maybe i just need to accept it and be ok with it being part of my life. Or is that bullshit? I know i can’t just be happy. It doesn’t work like that. I have gratitude yet it doesn’t always fill the hole.