What do you do when you feel self destructive and you try to be and it back fires? Do you thank your lucky stars or up the ante? I’m going to go with disappointing lucky stars.
So far today I’ve stopped myself from buying things i don’t need and talked to an ex that added closure of sorts. Though now my mind is trying to go down the rabbit hole of the past and how no one really cares for me.
Or more accurately my ego wants to but my mind and brain is saying otherwise. Does anyone else feel those kind of battles? Surely I’m not alone.