Old work keeps messaging me. Today I’m ignoring it. Might not be the best idea but hell the alternative is to stew about it and I’m in training. I need to focus.
I struggle with what others think of me. I use to not be that way before getting diagnosed. What is it about being striped of all self esteem and medicated that makes us so sensitive? I know i have good to give in this world if i just be me. I guess i struggle with who is me.
On a side note the scale is not my friend. I’m still eating what i perceive as healthy but wonder if I’m doing it wrong. I know I’m not getting enough water in so i could be bloated. It’s not de railing me but it’s a frustration.